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(Her Secret Fantasy, continued by Ho...)

“Think you can come with me to the final audition babe? It’s this Friday and the kids will be with my parents, so maybe we could go get a drink together afterwards?” Rachel says hopefully.

“I think you’ll have to go alone because there is an important online meeting I have scheduled for the same time that I just can’t miss.”

Rachel looks a bit forlorn, but perks up and says the two of you can hang out at home when she gets back. You smile and nod.

The truth is, if she goes to this audition, she will probably be gone for at least three hours, freeing you up to watch your favorite porn in peace. Not too many chances like this have come around recently and you are excited.

As much as she’d like you to come along, you’d like nothing but to stay home and cruise through your favorite porn sites that show little blonde women like your girlfriend getting fucked hard in all kinds of positions and situations, and ending up with them getting knocked up. It excites you to no end to imagine your petite Rachel being taken against her will by a hundred different ways from Sunday by uncounted numbers of very well endowed men.

It wasn’t always like this. You actually used to enjoy spending time with your girlfriend and having sex with her. That all started to change when a coworker turned you on to porn that showed very well endowed men shooting their copious loads deep into reluctant or unwilling women who end up getting pregnant.

You have a small cock (only four inches fully hard) and although Rachel never complained about your size, your suspicion that she was faking her orgasms gained steam the more you got into porn. This thought has been eating away at your confidence and breaking down your respect for your girlfriend as a person.

It’s not that she hasn’t been a model girlfriend or been unfaithful… she actually is the best girlfriend a man could ask for, does all the housework, takes care of the kids, and works a full time job. She is John’s chief executive and makes more than ten times what you make at your job and takes care of all your family’s finances. She never complains when you are out with the boys and come home drunk, and even overlooked the two times you slept around with other women. And she has never denied you sex, no matter when.

Even though she looks like a twenty one year old college cheerleader, with a very tight pussy (even after she gave birth to your two kids 3 and 4 years ago) you find it hard to get it up when you’re trying to have sex. It might have something to do with the vasectomy you got right after your second kid, but whatever the reason, you have just lost interest in sex with her.

You haven’t even tried to have sex with her in nearly three years. Nowadays, the only thing that gets you hard is your porn.

“Yeah babe, it’s a meeting I just can’t get out of. Sorry. How long do you think the audition will take? Maybe I can come if I finish early?” you ask her, half convincing her you care, and half convincing yourself that she believes you. Mostly, you are trying to gauge how much time you might have online.

“Well, when I called and inquired about the audition, they said likely it would run for approximately four or five hours due to the large number of applicants. Maybe you’ll get to catch the last hour or two?” she asks hopefully.

Rachel was a virgin when you got married and started having sex. And she has always been faithful to you as a girlfriend and mother. She’s never stopped trying to revive the relationship you both enjoyed before the kids, but her faithfulness and loyalty makes you feel increasingly bitter. Bitter for the fact that while you have lost your faith in the two of you as a couple, her commitment towards you seems to have grown stronger.

“We’ll have to see. I’ll do my best,” you say.

Friday comes around and your girlfriend goes off to the final audition. You spend the night having a great time drinking beer and jerking your small cock to porn. You even manage to cum twice and feel like a real man. You time your evening to perfection and you are in bed pretending to sleep by the time Rachel returns from her audition a little after midnight. She is respectful of the fact that you’re asleep and gets into bed next you very quietly.